Just when you think life is going great and you have created something really awesome..... life will throw a curve ball at you!

Sadly I have been let down by a woman I called my friend, I had been competing with her since 2004, she went on to become a pro before me and we had always had a good relationship (so I thought) Well I listened to her, trusted her and actually believed what she was telling me, sadly most of which was untrue, I had given her information in confidentiality (which she promised me)  would only be viewed by her.  Well there has been some very unpleaseant backlash from trusting this individuial and I now know she is in it for herself and at any cost to any one, she will do what she wants to get what she wants. That was my first dissapointment.

My daughter is at schoolies week, thank god she isn't in surfers paradise, but still down the coast....... Mildly stressful!

Yesterday I received an email stating that the show my husband and I were gong to host has been cancelled, another repurcussion from the above..... A little more stress!

On top of that my mum sadly had a stroke...... everything else pales in comparison to this and it has put things back into perspective. NOTHING is more important than my family and NOTHING will ever take my energy from where it is needed most........ Just plain scared the pants off me!

I will still be competing at the GNC Pro Show next April, so after this week of lost focus and zero energy it's is a relief to know I don't have to be involved with putting a show together. I can focus on being in the best shape of my life, representing Australia.... on home soil, and taking care of my mum..... A positive spin!

I just want to let you all know that I am grateful for the support I receive from everyone, it keeps me going through times like this. Like they say, when the going gets tuff, the tuff get going!

Success...... is the sweetest last word!

Kel xx